
Her nails onto the finger tips.
Her nails. Her finger tips.
Her nails getting into the neck's skin.
Her nails. My neck's skin.
*Do I seem to be wounded?
Kind of.
*Do I look angry?
I don't think so.
>It's such a messy situation, baby.
>You trying to kill me whilst I'm trying to help.
Screams all over around.
Some of them say I'm right.
Some of them say she is.
I agree with no one.
*Am I bleeding or dying or something I should get worried about?
Not at all.
*Am I still thinking about how very fucked up she is lately that she actually can't trust anybody in first term because she made it this way?
A bit. But it's such a paternalistic behaviour the one that you've developed towards her.
I mean that you don't have to take care of her any longer and you know it but it's taking a long time for you to accept this.
* * * * * * * * * * * *
When you realize you've done everything you could.
When you notice that every action just increased disorder.
When you remember this is what they taught you about entropy.
Then, you stop taking part.
Stop getting involved.
And you start having fun.
This is what Second Law of Thermodynamics Party is about.







